me on mute

so i realize i've been blue here. there are reasons. there are insecurities. there are things i just don't want to talk about. things that if i give too much attention to, will become hard and real, instead of simply being unspoken.

i am fragile. i am one slight bump away from fracturing completely.

and so.

i will be silent.

i will be mute.

i don't want concerned emails. or worried looks. or any sort of attention.

i just want to be quiet for a while.

apologies in advance for my possible hiatus.

and apologies late for the past couple of days where i have not been a shiny happy person.