Monday, June 11, 2012


does it hurt more because i loved so much? or because of the wedding bands?

i can't go back and change what was. and to work on what is now, seems to be fruitless to you. because you can't see past what i let you down with before.

i don't want to give up. i don't want to go. i don't want to lose you.

it's not just the "right now" feelings.

it's the fact that i actually want to fight. i want to do more than just run. or let things run their course. i want to make the effort. and though you had longer to let these feelings simmer, while i was for some reason unawares... and you enjoy your solitude... and you don't want to put any trust in me.

i will still fight.

because the me that i am when i'm with you... is worth all the little lonely me's when i'm not.

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